Below are the 16 most recent journal entries recorded in peterbrazen1's LiveJournal:

Monday, November 26th, 2007
2:47 pm	Sweet Mystery of Life Work keeps me very busy . . . been on the road to satellite campuses introducing myself to the various people that work there.  Actually, very nice people and  it gets me out of the office. I did make arrangements to meet "K" who is 28 and caught her husband cheating in their own bed.  She threw him out with the kitchen sink and the dirty dishwater.  She is looking for an older man NOT interested in anybody but her.  I had told her that I could never promise her anything but being young and determined as well as enthusiastic (did I tell you I love enthusiasm?) we met for dinner after the inservice and I had salad and soup as usual and she had a small steak.  K likes to keep up her energy. I love the intimacy in the beginning of every relationship . . . the holding hands, quick kisses, and the rubbing up against each other "accidentally" at various times and then the first stripping.  I like to strip a woman in front of a mirror . . . very erotic and sensual.  The slowness and the undoings of the slacks, the blouse, until wearing only panties and bra.  ANd then the hand dips below and inside the panties and feel her moistness and the slight hint of wet hair.  I push them down and she steps out of them as instructed and hands them to me.  They, like her, belong to me for the duration.  The unsnapping of the bra, the unlowering and letting it be tossed on the bed.  Then she stands there, completely nude except for the heels that she steps out of and kicks across the floor.  Her hair is up and I let it down and she shakes her head and it falls where it falls.  I am melded into her and she pushes against me wanting so much more.  My hands are on her nipples cupping those breasts and then my fingers go to her nipples and I tug them, pull them out and ever so slightly twist them until I hear her sweet moans. I let go and do it once again until I hear a groan. Leading her to the bed I tell her to spread her legs and part her nether lips and she quickly complies saying "I can't believe this is happening."  SHe repeats this several times as my tongue lays sweet kisses on the inside of her thighs until my tongue darts in and begins to lick slowly. K's hands are on her breasts and then her nipples slowly pulling on them.  I go back to licking and then I feel her orgasm beginning and then I lick all the harder.  She begins to grunt and cry softly and then her body jerks and she cums like a dam that has burst. She is gone into her own space and I take my time planting soft kisses on her breasts and then her nipples and marvel at the pinkness and the softness of them.  SHe comes out of her space and smiles at me and says "I never knew it could be this good."  I smile and say nothing and watch while she slides to the floor and kneels between my legs and begins pleasuring my cock.  She licks and kisses and then her tongue lashes at my cock and I am so close to cumming but she stops and my cock trembles and then she drinks my cock in again until she releases me and I cum and cum and cum.  She drinks it all in and says "Am I not THE best cocksucker you have ever had?" Every woman asks every man this question somewhere in the relationship.  Its a point of pride with wokmen and the correct answer is always YES.  YEs, yes.  and never forget it my friends.  So I smile and say "Of course" and I see she is immensely pleased. "I am addicted to sex," she says and I say "welcome to the club."  She laughs and says "did I tell you that I am a cocksnuggler?" "Un, no," I say. She slips her head down to cock and says this is where I like to sleep and wake up,"  she smiles as she says it.   I like knowing that if I get an erection she knows what to do with it..  She purrs like a cat and slides back up into the crook of my shoulder and a breast falls against me and I palm it and kiss it. "I never thought that an older guy could rock my world," she says half to me and half to herself. Current Music: 38 Special (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 12th, 2007
9:50 pm	I know that at times I can and act very shallow and at other times I "rise" above the shallowness.  But tonight I was with a married woman whose husband doesn't show ANY affection in or out of bed.   She is marvelous in and out of the sack.  She does amazing things in bed and she thinks she's the one in control . . . but she isn't in reality.  She can be very naughty in having her desires met and when she leaves she is sated and content.   She wants to be on top and can be very bossy and yet I prefer her on top rather than being on top.  She will ask questions between our "sessions."  She wants to know about the future and I say its a possibility  when there is no way in hell it can EVER happen. Her daughter was in my class and knows her mom and I are friends . . . she even asks if she can use the pool sometime since its heated.  She thinks she can ask because of our friendship.  If she had a clue on WHY we are friends she would be upset and perhaps rightly so. AND yet I would do everything in my power not to let that happen . . . which shows I am not shallow. WHen I lay her mother on the edge of the bed and rub my hand in a circle on her stomach and work my way down she thinks its because she has ordered it but in reality I have decided to give her an intense orgasm by NOT letting her cum until I decide to let her cum.  WHen she orgasms she screams so loudly that the neighbors could hear even if their windows are open. Current Music: Nick Lowes "Cruel to be Kind" (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 28th, 2007
11:12 am	I have met a new "L"  Meeting a new friend . . hooked up on the net.  She is 27 and from her pics she appears to be strawberry blonde.  She has a pee fetish. She likes to hold it as long as she can and then let it burst.  She is very honest and I love that.  She also needs a "DADDY."  She is married and her husband has no interest in THAT fetish at all. She intrugues me as she is intelligent and sensual in her own fashion.  We do share some of the same interests and I do like to meet women who are forthright and not apologetic about their desires.   Yet many women I meet are exactly that . .  apologetic about what turns them and what needs they have that must be met. I def want to meet her and fulfill her desires as well as my own! Current Music: Tom Petty's Greatest Hits (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 21st, 2007
11:35 pm	R is for Redheads J and I had a wonderful time in bed, truly wonderful.  We know exactly what the other needs and we give it our all. And yet she asked how long we could continue doing what we are doing. I said until your husband decides you have to stop. She looked away and said and what if I tell him no. Then, I said, you two have come to a crossroad. And if, and if I DO walk away would be waiting? Long pregnant pause for sure! I am older and you will outgrow me as I continue to age. Bullshit she says. Darlin' I say, I am so fucked up that you ould hate me one day.  Absolutely hate me. I'm fucked up too she says. Oh, I know it and that's why we get along so well. She looks at me and says nothing. What if i insist on you and another woman making love I ask.  Would you do it? I am yours to command she said.  You should know it by now. I closed my eyes and said we shall see, we shall see. She leans and kisses me on the nipple and quietly says then that's all I can ask for at this point. I turn to her and kiss her on the nose.   Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Carly Simon (Comment on this)
5:35 pm	Redheads are forever . . .  The first week is behind me as Dean of ***************.  The first thing I did was meet with his secretary who is still in grief.  I did find that he had decided NOT to grant tenure to four instructors and that he had five impending grievances.  His secretary did not like that I would be meeting with the union about those grievances on Tuesday. Monday night I read the grievances and thought that 4 were bullshit and one was an actual grievance.  The union president was surprised that I thought four were bullshit but he did drop them  The other one we decided to rectify and he was pleased about that happening.  He brought up the teachers that were not being granted tenure and I said that those four would be given one year to improve.  One year.  I told him that persoanl individual programs would be set up and that those four would be monitored. The POC stopped by on Wednesday and said he was pleased with what I had done in three days.  I thanked him.  he said that he thought that the late Dean's personal belongings should be packed up and I said that the secretary could do that later this week.  She wasn't quite ready yet, I said. J called and wondered if she could come by Thursday night.  Naturally, I said.  But masturbate as much as you like but not to cum. She agreed.  It was wet, windy and cold when I heard the doorbell ring.  She was wearing a long jacket and very expensive shoes.  Fergamos, I think. She walked in and gave me a kiss on the cheek.  I asked to take her coat but she said she was still cold so I turned on the fireplace.  She asked if I liked the new job and I said "eh, its okay."  We both smiled.  She said you can take my coat now.  We stood up and taking her coat she was absolutely naked.  Her cheeks were flushed but then so was mine. We embraced and then taking her into the bedroom I laid her on the bed. She asked why I was smiling! Because you are truly a beautiful redhead I said.   Then I laughed. Why are you laughing? Because obviously I have to buy you some underwear. She grinned and said make it Donna Karan. Absolutely, I said.   Now touch yourself first and let me give you sweet words of encouragement. It was a wonderful evening. Current Mood: content Current Music: "Take Five" (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 14th, 2007
7:50 pm	A Phone CAll Got a phone call from the POC (President of the College)  The Dean of ************** died in his sleep last night.  Would I become Acting Dean for the rest of this school year?  I said no and he then explained that I was the unanimous choice of the people he called.  I said no, again.  He said that he would take it as a personal favor and I could write my ticket. I thought about it and agreed on the following conditions: a.  I still teach my 2 classes b.  I get the exact salary and $1 beyond that of the dead Dean. c.  I get the Dean's car. d.  I only half to go to half the functions the late Dean attended. He agreed.  He then asked me to speak at the funeral.  I said I had an appointment that day.  He said he didn't think he had given me the date.  I told him he had not given the date.  There was a pause and he said " I need to see you in the morning" and I agreed. I thought the Dean an asshole who was a jerk to students and faculty. On a good note L came to see me late this afternoon.  She was wanted to play and be a "bad girl.": I asked her if she realized bad girls got spanked? She said I hope so! Current Mood: content Current Music: Jackson B's Running On Empty (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 11th, 2007
9:46 pm	Pillow Talk I lay face up in bed and Meg lays face down and we are both naked.  She says it was incredible and I agree.  She said the intensity of her orgasms was something she never experienced before.  I say nothing for I have heard that before and know why but I wait to see if M does.  M continues by saying that with her husband it was ordinary sex and for her it was like going through the motions with him.  I say nothing and listen to her confession or am I like a diary she confides in? Can we do it again she asks and will it be the same intensity and and and and and and . . .   Finally, I lean on my side and kiss her ass cheeks.  She is 37 years old and very pretty.   I tell her the reason her orgasms were intense were due to more than just one reason.  First, its the idea of cheating on her hsuband, secondly ,a new sex partner, third, our sex was something she had never had before. Will you blindfold me, she asked.  Now, If I told you it wouldn't be special and you'd know about it which takes away any surprise.   And, I continue,if you told me that you want more partners I would absolutely say NO. Why she asks? Because I like you toooooooo much to share you and truthfully . . . I am greedy!  She laughs and shakes her head and her ass jiggles just a bit. Its true I say I want you all to myself. She shakes her head again. Do you want one more intense orgasm tonight? Of course she says. Then you must folllow directions tomorrow morning at a certain time. Depends on the time she says. 10:00 tomorrow morning. Won't be a problem at work, not at that time. Very well, I say.  How often do you masturbate I ask. Daily in the shower she says. From now on NO MORE masturbation.   What she shrieks. UNLESS you ask for Permission. Wow, she says and then she is silent.  Yes, I think so, she says. Either you or you aren't. I am.  Now how about that intense orgasm she says. I laugh outloud. Current Music: CeU A great jazz singer in the making! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 10th, 2007
8:05 pm	M at Midday At 12:30, M rang the doorbell.  I was looking forward to seeing her and having her in my presence.  I opened the door and she gave me a sweet kiss on the lips.  She smelled of light and lemons.  I invited her sit across from me and handed her a glass of wine.  I poured myself a small glass of wine and asked her  "How are you?"  "Fine  fine," "And your husband?" " Fine, again, he's out of town until Friday night." "  Fine", I said.   "Everythings fine,"  I said and she smiled. I smiled. She smiled. "Um I have been following your directions." she said. "Remind me what they were." I said. "I was to masturbate but not cum." "And . . ?" "The first three times I didn't cum." "Good girl," "but?" "The fourth time I couldn't stop and I had a orgasm." "And what should I do with you? "Punish me?" "Why?" "Because I was a bad girl." I corrected her by saying "a very bad girl." "A very bad girl" she repeated. "Strip, M." She slowly began to strip.   (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 9th, 2007
3:24 pm	The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock  Lunch was at Bennigans today.  I like their soup and sandwhich combo.  The same waitress has waited on me for the last month.  She looks like Jodie Foster but younger.  Today when I gave her the  money for the bill  she asked me if I remembered her.  "Vaguely," I answered.  She said she was a former student now working on her Masters degree.   She sat in the front of the classroom she said.  Then I remembered her.  She was always playing with her left ear.  When asked she laughed and said "still do."    After taking the bill and money she said she would be right back.  She came back with my change and I left $5 by my glass.  She thanked me and handed me a Bennigans card.  "Why do I need this?" I asked.  "Turn it over," and I did and found a phone number.  I def was looking puzzled and she laughed and said "it's mine." "MMMM," I murmured (really) um, I am old enough to be your dad."  "Yes," but you aren't."  I was expecting a 'yeah' and was pleased to hear yes. "Call me, call me," she said looking directly in my eyes. I smiled and said "we'll see." Now the question is really should I bother?  My plate is filled and having my own kinks I am wondering if I should call or not.                    (Comment on this)
Monday, October 8th, 2007
3:27 pm	2:00 P.M. Today at 2:00 in  my office I found myself wishing "A" well.  Don't know why . . . have to think on that one.   Then got a call from a husband apologizing for trying to go behind his wifes back and hopes that I was not mad at him.  I told him that I hoped he learned his lesson.!   I find myself realizing that with my "interests and kinks" that it would be hard to find the "one."  I have to think that she might have to be a little damaged to be interested in MY interests. To find that someone who is interested in reaching out and taking a chance . .  . and wanting to change but keep her desires and share them would be intoxicating. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 6th, 2007
11:21 pm	Its late . . . So I ask myself what kind of a life is it that I would rather fuck married women  . . . whether or not their husbands are present or not.  I meet these incredible single women and they don't interest me as do the married women.  I like the fact that they are willing and able as well as their need for sex and the always " something spicy" they want added to their lives.  There is less bullshit with married women. I met a couple who are very interested in meeting and his interest was can he take pics and bring his movie camera. No, No, No, No, and the disappointment on his face made me want to slap him up the head.  She looked at me and shook her head.  She understood the dangers of pics especially with my career and position.  Dumb ass as most of these husbands are that I meet. I know there must be a woman that has what I am looking for and what I need.  But what do I need or want?   Do I really care? (Comment on this)
4:39 pm	Just Rewards I had an email from J this morning asking if I would like to meet B and him at the usual place and I thought why not?  But I sensed something wrong.  B always sent the email or called me never J.  So I called B and asked her.  She knew NOTHING about it which irritated me greatly.  So I gave her a new plan . . .15 minutes after we were in the room she would come into the room, strip naked and pull up a chair.  She said what if Js back was NOT towards the door.  I told her not to worry about that happening. J and I met in the bar and he said he had the usual room.  I asked where B was and he said she would be along later.  In the room I had him strip (usual procedure) and had him undress me.  He got between my legs and minutes later B came into the room and stripped.  He heard noises and started to turn and I pulled him roughly by the ears and said "DON'T you DARE turn around cocksucker."   B pulled up a chair and I said "Masturbate." When I was close to cumming I stopped and started slapping his face with my cock.  I tthen had him turn and look at B masturbating. J was shocked  and tried to explain.  I told him that for lying he could accept punishment or LEAVE the room and he would no longer be allowed to play or watch us.  He quickly accepted punishment.  I asked for his belt and told him to get on his elbows and knees he did and as B masturbated I beat his ass 40 times until his cheeks were a glowing X.   B became very excited while fingering herself.  She asked for permission to cum.  I gave B permision.  Then had J clean her up.  There was more but I am still irratated at the lying.  B will punish him at home. (Comment on this)
Friday, October 5th, 2007
8:59 pm	Candy is dandy . . When we went up the elevator I played with M's ass and felt as she pushed back against my hand.  I smiled inside and outside.  I took out her panties and said "it was hard wasn't it?"  "You have no idea, no idea."  In the room I gave her the ice decanter and told her to go and get ice since we would need it later.  She raised her eyebrows and went out without a word.  I went to the bathroom and peed and washed my hands.  The room was not a basic room but it wasn't  a suite either.  I pulled the bedspread and pulled the sheets back.  Practise makes perfect. M was back in the room and we kissed.  I told her to go to the bathroom now if she needed to and she did. I heard water running as I sat in the chair.  when she came out I told her to strip down to her bra  SLOWLY, I told her. And she did strip slowly . . shyly at first but interested in my reactions. I smiled at the thought of her in my hands.  I stood up and had her face the mirror as I unclipped her bra letting her breasts fall free.  I cupped them and slowly squeezed the breasts and i could see her flush.  I slowly tugged her nipples and then gently twisted the nipples and then twisted them hard and she groaned.  I slipped a hand to her pussy and felt the wetness. I whispered to her that she belonged to ONLY me.  Say it I said.  Quietly she did.  Louder, i said.  She said it in a normal voice.  I spanked her ass hard.  SAY IT LIKE YOU MEAN IT. In a loud voice she said "I BELONG TO YOU."  She meant it. (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 4th, 2007
8:14 pm	I am a sinner I am a sinner.  Today I met a married woman named Meg who wanted to "spice" up her life.  We met at a discrete restaurant.  We had salads and a glass of wine.  Towards the end of lunch I told her that I wanted her to do something special.  She said like what?  I told her to go to the bathroom, take off her panties and rub her clit with it but NOT to cum.  I then told her to unbutton two buttons on her shirt before she came back to the table. "What if I refuse," she asked. "No problem.  You can leave with no hard feelings."  I turned back to my glass of wine and ignored her.  She left the table.  I finished my salad and looked at my watch.  Meg came back to the table and sat down.  I glanced at her and two buttons were undone and she was very flushed. The waitress came to the table and asked if there was anything else she could do.  I told her no but that she could bring the check.  At that moment Meg handed me her navy blue panties and said "these belong to you."  The waitress who was 19 or 20 gulped and left the table.  I nodded to Meg and we left the restaurant after throwing some money on the table.   (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 6th, 2006
1:15 pm	New Intro My name is Peter and I was born In 1953. I am a college teacher and I enjoy sailing and golfing. I am a sinner who likes married women and the "zipless fuck." (Comment on this)
8:50 am	Birthday My birthday is June 4, 1953 (1 Comment |Comment on this)